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A little rest [Oct. 26th, 2016|09:29 am]
Rest restoring your neurochemistry, that which is used up in a day and with the cleansing of the synaptic gap a sensation of peace flows through you. The joys of a nocturne well spent to bring you back to peace in a day.
To heal cure restore, rest and activity are the panacea though all within measure and all within bounds. A chorus of complement.

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Black Hole In My Soul [Oct. 25th, 2016|09:39 pm]
Some days the nagging voice that to me is a void spot without nature energy and being and yet terrible beyond words and measure.
This voice so haunting a constant drum.

How do you shut it off, does love do it consideration living.
The preiest was right about a black heart but not for the reason that he said.
It is not Jesus that has damaged me but people, and the world.
The violent ceasless ignorant active world.
That tries everyday to swallow me up.

I am going to shine through my darkness, I am going to, overcome this terror.
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little comfort [Oct. 15th, 2016|12:35 am]
A little comfort changes everything a little heat when it's cold.
Small sips of water when your are thirsty.
These little things can take a frown/painful look, an expressionless look and put a little cheer in one's day.
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The ufo soon to have lift off. [Oct. 15th, 2016|12:32 am]
Nearly a whole house that is a ufo, that is nothing like yours.
Heat comes online this sunday, then I have to finish my bathroom and it will be a whole house.
Yes there will still be things to do and improvements invention and innovation.

Though the base will be set, and that is relieving.

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Walden Rex Cognito [Oct. 13th, 2016|12:43 am]
Knowing when your grandfather told you that you would miss being able to spend time with him and others when they are not around was completely correct, knowing that soon others you feel similarly to this will one day come to an end. A deep breath a sorrow. Knowing that you need to work nearly every hour of the day to float.

This system is a machine it is designed to take rescources out so that you have to replenish them more then you might under the system of nature. Though is it that we have passed to far into civilization that we can return to a state of natural grace.

I know that I have been enjoying my modern walden pond and if I keep at it it might become very easy and very lush it would be easier to do with a little more land and a little less civilization. Though some of the things I use or want or need come from the high end manufacturing end of society. I also know there is work on being able to reproduce these machines in a way that functions better.

I don't know that I have known the depths of my saddness, though I have experienced so many sad moments that it wears on me a coat. I know these are stories in my mind but it does not change there event nor the way it has shaped my nervous system. I know that some of this living has given me the ability to be kind to people that other people cannot and do more for people that I do not know then most will.

It only matters in the action though since once can say a million things and do little. Better to do a the million and be silent.
There once was a buddhist that was so quiet that the world had to listen.
There whisper became deafing.

I constantly carry beings with me in my heart and mind those that have pased are with me often. Bullet, Anthony, Chuck, Edward, Bruno, Helen and more these good people these loved ones these blessed ones, thank you for the oppurtunity that I was able to know you even for a little while in the light of life.

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3.5 A Days Distraction. By Luminosity [Oct. 3rd, 2016|06:19 pm]
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In The Real of Infinite Forms [Oct. 3rd, 2016|06:14 pm]
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{Internet Date | 10/1/2016} [Oct. 1st, 2016|09:52 pm]
Have scene nearly complete for text adventure. Took the code segment and built in another project.
It works now I have to integrate it into the adventure.

38 Pages In the new book

This year I have had more truck repairs then any other year I have driven my truck.
Will be getting windsheild replaced this tuesday.

House project progress this tuesday.

General investing progress

Hopefully some drawing tommorrow.
A little fun with musical programming lately.
Now it's time to rest.

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Lessons and Events [Oct. 1st, 2016|01:10 pm]
An event can be experienced, and in oneself can be measured and felt one can learn about side effects and while one may know an event will occur one will not directly learn from the event because the event is something that always has impact.

When a loved one passes away if we allow it this passing will fatigue and pain us less, but in dulling ourself or being dull to this experience we may shy away from circumstances that make us close, and while this protects us from the pain it also protects us from a full life.

It is better to live fully with pain then to not know the bonds of joyful energy.
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2 Lessons [Sep. 28th, 2016|11:57 pm]
This is a two fold lesson one is you do not have to look far to find someone that needs your help, and you don't need much to help. The second is you can give your way to abundance.

I just lent to a borrower in United States. Join me on @Kiva today and impact a life too! https://www.kiva.org/invitedby/matthew1274/for/1149204
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