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Reflecting Pool 10 15 2017 [Oct. 15th, 2017|11:36 pm]
I am achieving the things I have set out to do one by one.
Many things could have happened sooner if some of the choices I wanted to make went through, we can't see the visions of others even as we would express them to one another.
Sometimes I wonder if we are listening to each other at all.  I imagine we try but our signals for things can be so radically different that they don't localise in the other persons brain.

Still one by one I knock on the sky and help us all.
Little by little.
I have shared so much information here, I have seen things I have written about and shared with governements and people consistently become the now.

My work and money is also slowly touching all areas of the globe.

Our life is not just for the personal but for the us, and the cosmos.
We exist because huge deciscion trees collapsed in our probability space.
Now I will gaze upon the wonder of the isness.

Gaze upon the logotic forms and meditate and act.

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Loveliness [Oct. 14th, 2017|12:56 pm]
Loveliness, came to me if for but a moment, and gave so much back to me.
I felt my will, in my bones, I feel my courage now.
Time will tell if the medicine will take.
Entering into the moment in an active stillness, in a new hope.

Keeping all promises, though timelines are not always so clear.
The murkyness of the unknown.
Knowing that I was fighting for more than just myself.
Working towards a beautiful life.

So the spark came and left, but the fire is still within me.
It burns brighter now.
Sometimes to get to where you are you have to do miraculous things, these things take herculean effort.

The we ness of we, issing to the cosmos, so we work dream, and maintain until the work is fulfilled.
When the work is fulfilled the promises can be seen as met.

I chant to myself in the small of my heart, I am love, I am compassion.

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Blessed by Scars [Oct. 14th, 2017|12:48 pm]
Too often my gaze has veered from the wonder that is me.
Often times taking time to wallow in the unhallow focused on some unhealing pain.
Yet here I breathe one more breath.
I look unpon the heavens, and earth the great and small with magisterial wonder.
Now I do an accounting of the blessings.
Games played with pieces in mind to know the potentiation.

With death born within me I wondered for years.
Until attacks and blood and death bore me again.

Tortures and torments of destitution, have given me great insight into real value and real importance.
I need no one, yet am happy to have many participate in this great wonder of existence.
Might of the days expression, gifts of life and death.

The most complicated blessing is existance.
This existence worth our greatest efforts, even though our lives are not simply about ourselves.
Mind, nature itself touched me with it's curiousities, with its wonder, love, and mind.
I thank nature most for the blessing of mind.

One day as with my life it will leave me, I will enjoy the time in between, I will make good of my growing, growth and wilting.
On my last days I will dry and mummify still with peace.

In the mean time I will take my blessings and serve all.
Life is not just about humans, it's not just about animals.
Death taught me the most important lesson about life.
Life is about life, so live, and share, and love.

When you don't think you can go further push.
When you think you are alone feel the presence of the universe all around you.
Be blessed by life, be blessed by your scars.
Dig into the good of what ails you.
Find the things you will never do to people because they have done them to you or loved ones.
Find ways and search, have the courage to heal, the courage to change.
And charge on, while still able to touch the nothing for full completion.

The no thing has power, as thingness does.
Most things are being generated from simpler things so you are studying phenomenon that exists only in the aggregate and not at the true bottom.

Be, for that is the blessing of now.

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Starlog 1:03 10-11-2017 [Oct. 11th, 2017|01:13 am]
Landed on the planet.
Then I worked on art.
Dreampt a little dream, did not quit.

Worked on program
Did some writing
Did 100 + pull ups in sets of 10 to 20 first time in my life.:)
Working on lists every day.
              Completing lists or most of lists regularly
Worked on business.
Helped a friend.
Most of week penciled in now.
Back to sleep and then the grind.

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Euridice Exit the Yama Kingdom and Become Yggdrasil [Oct. 11th, 2017|01:01 am]
Dancing with death, deaths in her breast.
Her heart corrupted by ends.
Ptsd flashing back, dark miracles.

Too soon endings played in reverse on the racing mind that won't stop.
Sleep is not coming this night or next.
Games of stop and go.

Laughter in the broken heart.
The birds broken wings hang limply.
Instead of life death.

Instead of joy, pain.

See beyond your mortal veil.
See the wilting, the end.
Release the death, take in the life.

Breath the lifes laughter again.
Breath the life into your heart.
Breath again for the very first time.

Unbreak the broken heart, unbreak the broken mind.
Face the door to the yama kingdom.
Know the full expression of your kali.
Feel the kundalini from below to above.

Feel the mantra written in the cells that reflect the stars.
Feel the stardust sunshine.
Shimmer and soul fly.

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If every criticism was seen as I love you. [Oct. 9th, 2017|06:43 pm]
The mind is not built this way and not every criticism from all people are meant to be encouraging.
If we have no correction how do we improve how do we practice perfectly.
When I encourage to read, or think or imagine, I want you to dig into yourself and see what you can do.
Who can you be when you explore deeply beauty and ideas.
That does not mean you are not already beautiful or smart, it means I love you. I want to see for you greater things than you see yourself.

There is nothing easy about being a champion.
Nothing simple about the sacrifices or the time put in.

When I talk about the big problems that kill or incarcerate, I am saying I want you to be free.
I want to see you for years to come.
I want you in my life for years to come.

I know the disease usually wins.
It does not have to and it does not always.
Take your time, change your heart, and I will keep on trying to find ways to say I love you more and critisize less.
Since what I want to say when we are having a problem or I am having a problem is I love you.
Though I don't know how to solve problems by ignoring them. I only know they fester and grow, sometimes leaving you with death. I want you to live. I want you to know I love you.
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